More than I can chew...

Can someone please explain how it is already Thursday? I can't think of anything that I have accomplished this week... only growing my "to-do" list and matching it with an equally growing stress level. What happened to the Summer of E?! I honestly don't know how people who are about to start school and are still planning on working up to school start do it. I have been unemployed for nearly a month and I am having issues.

I have officially bitten off more than I can chew. I admit defeat!!!

By the way, how come it is so easy for me to write a blog post and so equally difficult for me to write a cover letter? Why are cover letters so hard? Why are resumes so hard? Why is my brain a pile of mush???

Oye! Maybe I need lunch.

I Hate Das Boot!

I confess... I hate Das Boot. I think it's stupid, and I don't really think I need to wear it.

Joe on the other hand thinks I do. I don't get it!! Just because I try to move large furniture and hurt myself... or get surges of foot pain throughout the day... or still can't stand up straight on my right leg... I have to wear it? He also claims the Internet (which says I can wear sneakers now) is not a valid doctor. Hmpf.

I'm going to be honest. This boot represents a lot of my own self drama and excuses of late. Even before I had foot surgery, I felt crippled knowing I wouldn't be able to work out for nearly 2 months. More specifically, knowing that I love food (and by that I mean not healthy food), that I would never be able to sustain my crazy RF diet, and that I would be unable to exercise after surgery gave me all the ammunition I needed to have a physical + mental breakdown. (Yes, here comes crazy! Watch out!) In a way, I figured that all of my 3 months of insane work through RF would be lost, and I kinda... well... gave up.

Looking back, I am pissed at myself for taking on this method of thinking.  Cry me a river, seriously. You can't work out for 6 weeks? Big deal! That doesn't mean you should rebel by eating cupcakes!

But alas, I find myself stuck in this stupid boot, flanked with a lot of regret, embarrassment, and a trail of lame excuses. (Walking around in Das Boot does not do wonders for one's self esteem, let me tell you. Try to look good in rolled up jeans & a sneaker. It ain't happening, people. I will opt to stay home, thankyouverymuch.)

I figure the only way to get over my drama is to admit my own defeat and press reset. I'm putting it out there publicly that I will stop wallowing in my own stupid misery and focus on getting healthy again. I need to know that I can do it... because I'm honestly skeptical... but the least I can do is try.  Das Boot will be an excuse no more, damn it!

Unemployed = Busier Than Ever!

Funny thing about being technically unemployed... I am busier than ever.  My days go by faster than they ever did when I was working, and yet I'm not even sure what I'm doing that fills them up!!

I have a to-do list by my computer that currently has 31 items on it. I'm not sure how I have accumulated 31 to-do items, but I have. Some of the more major things I am up to include: GMW, implementing a new marketing program for my dad's company, 2 consulting projects, my FSTG part-time job, helping GC Joe's kitchen remodel, a research study for a computer company that rhymes with smell, work to jumpstart my MBA program, volunteer work, and not to mention that I am staying as social as ever, reading a lot, and trying to recover from foot surgery. Oh, and there are of course other things like improv, toastmasters, scuba classes, and writing projects.

The thing is - I LOVE doing all of this. If possible, I would do this all the time! Minus the incredibly decreased income part, that is. :) I'm so excited about school... but I know the next 2 months will fly by and I'm not ready to lose them yet.

I'm trying to slow down but it's near impossible.

Just to be clear...

Joe likes to joke that my dramatic waffling between schools was all an elaborate rouse to move in with him.

It wasn't, for the record. :)

(I hope he's joking!)

A Near Novel on my "Year of Change"

"Be ready for this year. Things are going to completely change for you."

With the risk of sounding ridiculously hokey, I "experienced" this message last year on my birthday.  To be specific, I was walking through the IKEA parking lot of all places, when I got this feeling that brought me to a stop. I just stood there and felt like some inner voice was speaking to me, and very clearly I got the message referenced above.  Don't ask me how I "got" it... I just know that I did and I somehow knew it was true.

Fast forward a few months, and there I was walking across Congress Avenue when Joe called.
J: "E. I may have the possibility of a job in Europe. Want to go with me?"
E: "Forget about me, that's great! You have to take it if you get it!"
J: "That wasn't my question. Do you want to go with me?"
E: Silence. (Combination of freaking out & total excitement ensues...)

To make a long story short, Joe clearly didn't take a job in Europe. Yet, the idea of moving there was definitely mind-opening & intriguing.  Plus, during the potential move research time, I realized that I wouldn't be able to join him unless I had a visa. The only visa I could see getting was a student visa. Well, that would be cool - I could use my MBA so why not get it in Europe?!

It quickly became clear that in order to apply to European grad schools, I would still have to take the dreaded GMAT.  I'm terrified of standardized tests, by the way, and that fact combined with my lack of formal study since 2001 was pretty intimidating.  Luckily, I had a completely random conversation with my friend Ben who had also been considering a European MBA (who knew?!) and we decided to embark on GMAT prep courses together.  We started the Princeton Review on November 2nd and spent every Tuesday night (and about 15 additional hours per week) reviewing verbal & quantitative problems and analytical writing. There was rarely a time I didn't have my study books in tow. By the end of the course, I was a mental headcase. (Which is pretty typical for me, honestly!) I felt completely unprepared, but I still took the test on December 30 and figured "what the hell. I can always take it again if I bomb it."

I am relieved to say that I did not bomb it. The GMAT is an adaptive test that plays mind games with you for 3 hours (meaning it gets progressively harder or easier based on how you are doing, although you have no idea if you are doing well and you start over-analyzing every question.) And after all of that, you can opt to see your score right there. Right in front of you. No hiding. Or, you can opt to delete your test and never see the score and have to start over again. Tempting, I tell you!! But I decided to keep the test, luckily. Upon seeing my score, I cried from the testing center, down the hallway, down the elevator, out the building, and on the way home. I called Joe, who initially was scared until I told him the number, and he kept saying, "E! This is a good thing! Stop crying!!" (Haha, poor boys!!)

You know me, I couldn't just relax upon finishing the test. I had to immediately start researching schools, looking at admissions deadlines, checking out programs and rankings, and come to the realization that if I really wanted to get my MBA, there was no reason I shouldn't start applying and start school in August.  (Except that I might have to face the possibility of rejection, which had me nearly as scared as taking that darn test. Headcase much?!) Ironically, all of this new found pressure to apply to US schools started with just a simple solution to living in Europe. Crazy how life works.

Then I had an idea. I love Seattle. I want to live in Seattle. Seattle is home to University of Washington, which has a great program. Why not go there? Then... I learned that the MBA Preview Weekend was in 2 weekends. Fate!? So I went, and fell in love with the city all over again, met some great people, really enjoyed the school, worked hard on my application, and applied and... then... a little voice popped up that said "Are you going to UW for the MBA or for Seattle?" Oh. Hmmmm. Wasn't there a smarter (and cheaper) way to get myself to Seattle rather than shelling out nearly $100K for my MBA? (Yes. But even so, declining my acceptance was heartbreaking for me.)

Meanwhile I had applied to Texas (because I had to apply to my hometown school) but I wasn't digging the idea of going there. In fact, I was conjuring up every reason I could think of why I shouldn't go to Texas. The red tape! The same program as my undergrad! Not taking a chance at new opportunity! For some reason, to be explained later, I tried hard not to go to Texas. I did still want to learn as much as I could about the program, and I went to a Texas Schools MBA Fair just to give Texas another shot.  While at the fair, I found TCU's accelerated (1-year) program and became instantly stoked about it. So much so, that within a month, I had visited campus, interviewed, applied, been accepted, and been offered a full scholarship. Clearly this was where I had to go, right? I loved the admissions staff and the alumni who had introduced me to the program. I felt like it was a great fit for me. I would be able to get my MBA quickly, while experiencing a new city that wasn't *too* far away from Joe or my family, and I would graduate debt free. How could I turn that down? So, I accepted in late February and started planning my life in Fort Worth.

Then came my acceptance to UT, which I received while in England. Yeah, well, good for me, right? I was glad to get in, but I had already made up my mind. Looking back to my conversations with Joe & his parents, I very clearly had not made up my mind, but of course I didn't realize it at the time. I kept bringing up all the benefits of UT, and how much I valued the professors, and how well the school was ranked, and the merits of going to school for two years instead of one... but then I would always finish with the price tag and recommit to TCU.

Then came a scholarship to UT. Oh. Wait. They actually want me to attend their program!? (Joe always rolls his eyes at this, because for some reason I still hadn't accepted that they had accepted me!) If I am being truly honest, it was perhaps at this point that the walls & barriers that I had put up to protect me from the assumed rejection from Texas starting coming down. (Yes, I really did that. I'm not proud, but it's the truth. Now the reason for my other-than-Texas school pursuit comes out.)

I realized I could easily attend UT's Preview Day and be sure I was making the right decision. Ironically, it was the day before I headed to Fort Worth for TCU's admit day. Perfect: Two schools, two days full of information, a deadline to make up my mind... Go!

Should I mention that I had rented out my house during this time? Seriously, as I was driving to Fort Worth, my new tenant was scheduled to move in to my house. My stuff had been furiously moved to Joe's over the course of two nights, all the the assumption that it was a temporary living arrangement.

Back to UT's Preview Day. I admit - I walked in thinking "I'm not coming here. I got a full ride somewhere else and they love me there." Then, the presentations started. Professor Doggett led a class that had me grinning from ear to ear. The conversations with new and current students were insightful and engaging. The burnt orange piece of my heart started to swell, and by the end of the day the little voice in my head was saying "pssst! go to Texas! it's where you belong!"

I won't go much into my final experience with TCU, except to say that it was incredibly painful to tell the admit director that I had changed my mind. They had been wonderful to me, and I have no doubt that I would had a great experience there. However, my gut was finally telling me "Stay in Austin & go to Texas!" and I had no choice but to listen.

So there you have it. Starting August 1st, I will attend the McCombs School of Business full time. I have no clue what the next two years will look like, but I know this is going to be one amazing experience.  It's also going to be insanely challenging, which is why I am taking the summer off and mentally resting and preparing for school.

Please know that I'm not trying to brag about scholarships or scores or anything like that. I hesitated writing about them, but I couldn't leave those details out and still be fully honest about this whole process.  I believe my experience with GMW was what provided me the scholarships, so I am grateful for that!

It's been nearly one year since my "IKEA Parking Lot Revelation." This surely wasn't at all what I could have imagined when I heard that things were going to change for me. But here I am, living at Joe's, no longer working at Southpro, and preparing to embark on graduate school.  I guess there's something to be said in opening oneself to possibilities and seeing what happens. This isn't a move to Europe (yet!) but it's the beginning of a whole new chapter for me. What can I say? I am open to all of it!

I will conclude by saying that being "Open" doesn't necessarily come easy to me. Without friends like ETG guiding my through the college admittance process, or Ben encouraging me to do the Princeton Review, or Melissa helping me to realize I am actually worthy of success, and of course Joe & my parents & the rest of my friends, I may have shied away from "open" entirely. I'm lucky I haven't had to do this alone, and for that - I am even more grateful.

Risk, Failure & Slow Motion Samurai Warriors

Last night I finished Level One Improv at the Hideout Theatre.  Six weeks, 3 hours per week, 16 people, 1 instructor, 1 assistant instructor, and an insane amount of fun.  


The class is advertised as "Have fun, meet new people and learn to improvise in the Hideout’s low-pressure classes.  This six-week workshop is designed for anyone who wants to loosen up, be more spontaneous and learn to take risks on stage and in life." Sounds like something all of us need, right?


The recommendation to take improv came in the most random way. I attended a RISE session about being a consultant, and the presenter said that improv classes were one of the best career moves she ever made. She explained that in her role as a consultant, she had to be okay standing in front of a group of people, not necessarily knowing what to expect, and be confident in her ability to succeed. As soon as she said this, I knew I had to sign up.


Within minutes of the first class, our group was standing in a circle and taking turns jumping out while yelling our names and making a funny gesture.  (I was "Energetic Erin" and jumped out like Mary Catherine Gallagher.) For the next three hours, we played lots of games, acted out skits, and most importantly - learned how to fail.  This was one of the most important lessons I learned through the class - how to fail graciously.  It is a given in improv that you will get stuck in some way, so it's necessary to learn how to be okay with it. I liken it to learning how to fall before you learn how to ski.  We partnered up and took turns saying how we each had failed that day, while our partners applauded loudly and cheered on the failure. It went like this:


E: "I didn't go to the gym like I had planned. I FAILED!" (Failure Bow)
Partner: "Wahoo!! Way to go!! YEAH!!" (Massive applause)


Partner: "I meant to send my mom a birthday card, but I forgot. I FAILED!" (Failure Bow)
E: "AWESOME!! Way to fail!! Whooo!!!" (Massive applause)


Talk about putting some perspective on our little life mistakes! When you mess up, take your failure bow and wait for the applause!


Throughout the rest of the class series, we played hilarious games, worked through countless improv exercises, and learned to take risks with ourselves and each other.  Some of my favorites included:

• Perform a slow-motion samurai warrior fight, and die gloriously if you are killed
• Come up with 5 things on the spot to answer questions like "What would you say on a date with Santa?"
• Play human rock/paper/scissors with goblins/giants/wizards.
• Act out skits, starting each new sentence with the next letter in the alphabet.
• Tell stories in changing styles of theme
• A synchronized dance routine mirroring your three partners

I can't say enough about how wonderful this class was.  I can't say that I feel 100% confident standing in front of people and knowing I will succeed. However, I have learned that it's okay if I mess up, or look silly, or even blank out.  At least I try.  Taking the risk is half the battle, and in the end - it can actually be a whole lot of fun. 

When I thought I was moving to Fort Worth, I figured that I would take this class, milk it for what I could, and move on with my life.  Here's yet another reason I'm happy to stay in Austin: I'm already committed to Level Two Improv, and I am so excited to share my Wednesday evenings with my amazing classmates and equally amazing instructor, all of whom I now call friends and supporters.

While improv might not be your thing, I encourage you to take a risk and try something new. You never know what you'll learn... and how much fun you can have in the process! 

Crankypants

Yesterday was definitely the hardest day post surgery. I decided it was time to ween myself of the pain medication because 1) I haven't been hurting and 2) it makes me feel really sick. Yesterday I was feeling particularly proud of myself and my progress, especially at the doctor's office. I was cracking jokes and having fun... until the boot came out. (Joe keeps calling it "Das Boot" in a very german accent.) I hate the boot. It's so cumbersome and uncomfortable. I wore it home, and after an hour I had to take it off because it hurt too much. Which meant I had to take more drugs, which meant I was sick all evening. I ended up watching Biggest Loser, Dancing with the Stars & the Voice for 3 hours. Someone please save me!!

Anyway, I officially am tired of being stuck in the house. I need to get out! I need projects! (Okay, I have lots of projects but I need motivation to do them.)

I know things are bad when I am starting to annoy myself. Being locked up and stationary makes me cranky. I don't like that one bit.  

I'm venturing out today. I'm meeting Jess at Whole Foods in one hour and I'm going to drive for the first time in a week. Exciting stuff! Then I'm going to Improv tonight for my final Level One class. I hope there are lots of stationary robot roles tonight.

(Sorry to complain. I feel kinda silly, but I'd rather complain to my blog than be cranky in person.)

Ms. Daisy

If I thought it would make sense, I would photoshop Joe's face on Morgan Freeman & my face on Jessica Tandy. Instead I will just say this. Joe has been amazing at chauffeuring me around the city since last Wednesday...and I really don't meant to complain... but I feel like between my old lady foot surgery & the chauffeuring, I have a little too much in common with Ms. Daisy!

I'm hoping I can start driving again tomorrow. I honestly am having a little trouble not having control of my own independence. Who would have thought? :)

Cabinets! Not Ugh!

It's a good thing I'm unemployed this summer. My day was consumed with looking at cabinets online and in person at Home Depot. Our cabinet person is awesome - awesome meaning we drive past two other Home Depots to get to her - and she worked with us for two hours today.  I would like to present the inspiration photos that led us to our choice of dark cabinets and light silestone countertops. 

While we are at it, here's the inspiration for the bar/wine area, too:

I'm excited. Yay for all day searching kitchen photos and stalking our cabinet lady Home Depot! Ah, the Summer of E is just as I planned!

By the way... I am most excited about the whole kitchen - the storage, the appliances, the layout. Joe is most excited about purchasing a kegerator which will live in the corner of the kitchen and have taps leading both into the kitchen and out to the pool. Boys. :)

Foster Puppy

We are fostering a puppy from German Shepard Rescue of Central Texas. She's adorable, especially with her one super floppy ear. This is the same group from which we got Junebuggers, so it's nice to be able to repay them.  However, not sure how smart the mindset of fostering a puppy post foot surgery is... Oh well - she's super stinking cute. And if anyone is in the market for a giant cutiepie of love, she's available! 

Cabinets! Ugh!

Joe has graciously allowed me to help (i.e. coordinate) his kitchen remodel. We're supposed to pick out our cabinets today but I am clueless what to do! We have run so many different combinations and come up with so much different pricing... It's kinda crazy. Anyway, I thought I'd post some pictures of inspiration...

The first one is our current favorite, and the rest are possibilities. (Enjoy, Katie!)

Forced Rest

One of the benefits of my foot surgery is the mandatory forced rest. This has meant keeping my foot elevated as much as possible, keeping my movements to a minimum, walking only when necessary, sleeping a lot, and confining myself to the house. I've tried to do some work, but until today I couldn't stay awake at my computer after 5 minutes of it being on. So... little to no work for me. Just mild web surfing, tv, a puzzle, and lots of naps.

1000 pieces - check!

okay, so I may be doing a *little* bit of work :)

I really wanted to go to Home Depot today to finalize our cabinet order for Joe's kitchen remodel. When I asked Joe if we could go, he said "probably not." When I called the cabinet lady, she said she was busy today and couldn't meet. Conspiracy much?! ;) So my one chance at leaving the house today fell through, and I'm forced to rest some more.

All that being said, this is the first time in at least 10 years that I feel like I am allowed to take a break and don't feel obligated to be productive. I'm going to enjoy it while it lasts!

Hop, Hop, Thump, Thump

My first order of business for the SOE (Summer of E) was foot surgery, which is ironic since it takes me out of commission for many of the things I wanted to do all summer. (Work out, swim, box, crossfit, run, bike, etc...) However, it needed to be done and really there just wasn't a better time.

I've been fighting pain in my right foot for over a year now. It started with these painful burning sensations on the inside of my foot that felt like a hot knife was slicing through my skin. Then came the pain right from my right bunion which really started to take its toll on my running. Long story short, this was a problem that would only get worse over time and it made sense to fix it now.

I wasn't scared about the surgery at all - I was mainly concerned about how long I would be out of commission. However, about 3 minutes before they put my under, I got panicky. I'm not sure why exactly, but Joe says the nurse asked me to take my ponytail holder out, and I went "WHY??!" and got wide-eyed and fearful. Luckily, the next thing I remember was waking up in the recovery room, saying "I'm hungry!" to anyone who would listen. (I couldn't actually eat though because the anesthesia made me so nauseous. Go figure.)

Joe brought me home and had to carry me to bed because my right foot was so numb/asleep that I almost feel down when trying to walk. If I had to get out of bed, I utilized the "Hop! Hop! Catch my breath and Hop!" method. Lovely.

By yesterday I was feeling better and I could finally take steps with the boot. Now it's more of a "Thump! Thump! Shoot did I step on something? June stop biting my boot! Thump!" kinda walk. I'm not doing much though. I completed a puzzle, I'm taking lots of naps with my elevated foot, and I'm trying to regain energy to get back to my to-do list. (It's really hard to focus and stay awake right now.)

I feel pretty good. Joe has been great, although it's weird that I'm the one with the problems this time around. (He is still winning 3 to 1 in injury world, though!) I'm looking forward to leaving the house again, although I must admit it's been nice to have a forced rest. And speaking of rest, I think it's time for a nap...

The Summer of E

Today was the first day of the "Summer of E."

Yes, I selfishly named the summer after myself. But it's fitting, because this summer is all about me.

Let me back up one moment... if you would have asked me even a few months ago if I would be taking the summer off, I would have thought you were crazy. I mean, it's well known that I'm a busy-a-holic. The idea of taking time off is a bit...well... frightening to be honest. A full 2.5 months without any firm obligations? Yikes! However, knowing that I'm about to emerge myself for 2 years in my MBA program, I thought some time off would be a good idea.

So... here we are! My last day at Southpro was last Friday and so begins my summer. I thought I would blog about it to get back in the habit of writing and to share my experiences.

Ironically, today wasn't that different that a "normal" work day. Went to the gym at 6:45, made breakfast at home, created my weekly to-do list, met Yvonne & Michelle for lunch, hung out at REI & BookPeople, met Taline for coffee, came home and worked on some projects, went to Target, watched the news, and lost all motivation for productivity by 7pm. Pretty average day for me. :)

Anyway... I hope to keep blogging all summer and share my "Summer of E" with my one or two readers. If you have any suggestions, by the way, I'm all ears!

Bucketish-List: Revisited

Last June, I wrote the below post about my Bucket List. Since I am about to start the "Summer of E," I thought I'd revisit this list. Happily, I see that I'm actually doing some of it.

1) Rejoin toastmasters.

2) Learn to not fear the kitchen.

5) Start my own consulting company.

7) Go back to school.

10) Do an internship at a totally different company than I'm used to.

For those counting, that's 5 out of 20! 25% in just one year... not bad, right? Plus I added a few things to the list which I've worked on or am working on now. More on that later... but I just thought it would be fun to revisit this. :)

Funny thing... this time last year I just wanted Ironman to be over so I could focus on living a full, well-rounded life again.

I think I took care of that over the past year! However, things are slowing down & I'm getting antsy. (It's what I do!) So, I thought I'd brainstorm a few things that I'd like to do over the next few years. Just put it out there and see what comes of it.... (These are all unrelated to my job & GMW & seeing the world, for the record. Just adding more stuff to my plate!)

1) Become a GOOD public speaker. Rejoin toastmasters. Practice.
2) Learn to cook. Or, more realistically, learn not to fear the kitchen.
3) Keep boxing. And still love it.
4) Write the business plan for my next business. (Goal = next April)
5) Start my own consulting company.
6) Learn Adobe Illustrator.
7) Go back to school.
8) Get scuba certified. Next trip = Belize?
9) Form better relationships with my mentors.
10) Do an internship at a totally different type of company than I'm used to.
11) Become a mentor to others.
12) Learn some carpentry. Be able to fix things myself.
13) Learn how to mosaic.
14) Learn how to landscape.
15) Start playing piano again.
16) Write a book.
17) Write a children's book. (Or series.)
18) Really learn the sport of football... not just a surface level state of knowledge.
19) Win some type of award, like "40 under 40" or "Entrepreneur of the Year" or something like that.
20) Be a recognized "expert" on something. Not sure what, yet... ;)

So, that's a start. :)

Chaos

Elizabeth is pretty darn perceptive. I love that about her. She recently wrote to me:

"I suspect your life will always be a tad bit crazy, because you sort of thrive on that chaotic energy that chaos produces."

I think she just may be on to something. :)

2010... What a wonderful year. :)

I can happily say that 2010 has been the absolute best year of my life. It certainly got a head start in 2009 (Ironman, then meeting Joe, then buying a house, then filming Shark Tank...) but 2010 is where it all paid off. I've been a bit remiss in blogging this year, but I think it would be a shame not to reflect upon one hell of an amazing year.

January: SHARK TANK AIRED!!! GMW TOOK OFF!!!! Tim & I started one heck of an insane ride, and it's been such an amazing experience ever since. By the way, I was so touched at our official watch party at the Cedar Door - over 120 friends showed up to share the moment with us. There just aren't words to express that support. Oh, and perks like being the number one search on Google weren't so bad, either.

March: I got to attend ExpoWest, which was essentially the "Academy Awards" trade show of the natural products industry. Long story short, I ended up at the show thanks to my mentor & now dear friend Nat (who I met through a post Shark Tank email), and I had the learning experience of a lifetime. As an added treat, Rachel drove to Anaheim to meet me & I got to share some of the experience with her. (BTW, Rachel & I have been friends since we were kids at camp and I am so proud to see how her business has grown in 2010, too!)

April: I finished remodeling my house & moved in. Honestly, it's crazy to think back about the experience and realize "I built a house." Who would have thought. Below is my favorite housewarming gift - a homemade robot named Bert. (Yeah, my bf is pretty damn awesome.) Bert matches my house, by the way.

May: Joe & I went on our first trip together to the breathtaking city of Seattle. I fell in love with the city, had an absolutely amazing time and confirmed that Joe & I travel together quite nicely. By the way, I still do want to live in Seattle one day... that dream is not dead. ;)

June: I turned 30, had my housewarming/birthday party, and shared the experience with my dad who was also celebrating his birthday. It was a fantastic party that represented many months of blood, sweat & tears. Okay, not really - but it was so much fun to show off what I'd been working on for the past seven months to all of my friends & family.

August: Shark Tank wanted to film a follow-up for Season II at Interbike, so I headed out to Las Vegas for my third Interbike... How times have changed! Not only where we being filmed for national television, but we had an actual location at the expo thanks to our distribution contract!

October: It has been called, "the trip of a lifetime." Which I certainly agree, however that doesn't mean I don't intend to have hundreds more of them! Joe & I went to Europe for 2 weeks, visiting Brussels, Brugges, Amsterdam, Dublin and much of West & South Ireland. I keep meaning to blog about that trip, but again I'm not sure I have the words to describe it. What I will say is that the trip served to water a seed that had been planted many months earlier... find a way to live in Europe. :)

November: Almost as soon as we returned home, the search for Sammer's sister was on. Luckily Joe drank the German Shepard kool-aid... and welcomed Juneau to the crew. Oh my gosh she is such an amazing wonderful dog!

Also in November, I got to host my very first Thanksgiving! My aunt, grandpa and parents came to Austin to celebrate... I was honored to host them and spend the holiday with my family. Dad & I even completed our 7th Turkey Trot together!

December: Upon learning that my best friend since I was 9 years old was pregnant, I decided it was time to finally visit Jenna in Atlanta before baby Noodlebean is born. Luckily, I merged the trip with a visit to Birmingham to meet Annie... which meant a college reunion with two of my closest long-time friends.

There's been so much more, but I think this covers some main points. I'm so blessed to have such an amazing family, wonderful friends and an awesome boyfriend. ;)

Even with its various ups and downs, 2010 has truly been the best.

Cheers & happy 2011 to all!

Thanksgiving 2010

On Thursday, I hosted my first Thanksgiving. Parents + Aunt + Grandpa, who is nearly 96 years old! All I made was the pecan pie... the rest was courtesy of Central Market. Seriously, you didn't think I'd actually cook, did you?! ;)

Did I mention nearly 96? And sharp as can be. I was honored to celebrate the day with him.

Things I love about the United States...

I love Europe. Love love love it. However, I had a few thoughts about things I missed while I was away.

1) Faucets that merge hot & cold water. I wasn't very good at shifting between hot and cold to wash my face and hands.

2) Sweet & Low. I hate to say it - but I missed that stuff big time. Coffee over there just wasn't the same with real sugar. Silly Europeans and their healthy ways :)

Come to think of it, I think that's it.

Things I already miss about Europe.

1) The ability to walk just about anywhere in a major city. Or ride your bike. Or take public transportation.

2) Hearing tons of different accents and languages everywhere you go.

3) Waffles. Mmmmm, waffles.

4) History everywhere.

5) Pubs everywhere.

6) Big Box Stores nowhere.

7) Cinnamon spread. I forget what it's called, but gosh it's amazing.

Alright, that's all of my Europe daydreaming for the afternoon. I'll leave with a picture that shows another something that I love in Europe - the funny signs!

When I was 12...

The first time I felt like a failure - or like I wasn't good enough - was when I was 12. I remember watching the winter Olympics and seeing Kristi Yamaguchi win the gold medal in figure skating. I didn't think she was that much older than me, yet she had accomplished so much. I remember being really upset and wondering how come I hadn't won a gold medal. Why hadn't I taken on something to the point where I could earn a gold medal? Was I that lazy and untalented? Had I just been wasting my life?

Then when I was 16, I felt it again. I went to some random concert in Plano that featured insanely talented musical prodigies who were all younger than me. I had played piano and violin, but only like your typical kid who had to practice for hours just to eek out some semblance of a song. I really felt bad then, because I had never given the effort or had the talent that these kids had.

It happened again through high school and college. As I was about to graduate, I wondered how come everyone was getting "power jobs" at big prestigious companies and I was staying in Austin to work at a small, local company?

Luckily, since college I've felt less like a "failure" and more like a normal person. My type-A personality certainly puts up a fight, but usually I overcome it. In fact, when I turned 30, I took inventory and was actually pretty proud of what I'd accomplished in my life.

That being said, I saw a speaker tonight that brought me right back to the way I felt when I was 12. How come I'm not the CEO of a 60 billion dollar company? How come I don't have my MBA and am making more money than I know what to do with and managing global business strategies and speaking on college campuses and kicking ass and....

Seriously, I need a reality check!!!

I was inspired and impressed. I was jealous, too. But, I guess if that's who I'm meant to be, I will be that. (And really, is that what I really want? Because if it is, wouldn't I be trying to work up to that?)

I need to calm down!

By the way, is it weird that I get way more excited about seeing a renowned business executive than I would be if I were to see Brad Pitt? I love business.

Better Late Than Never

I lived in Dallas for 18 years and never once rode my bike around White Rock Lake.

My dad & I fixed that today. We took our hybrid bikes down the trail extension and around the lake. I can't believe we never did that when I was growing up.

But we did it today. We dodged runners and other cyclists, learned how to use our gears, checked out the scenery, rode more than we meant to, almost got lost, and had more fun than I could have imagined. It was awesome.

Rather than be sad I missed out doing this when I lived in Dallas, I am thankful that I get the opportunity to try new things and make up for missed opportunities and create new memories and appreciate my life. I am so very thankful for today.

Thanks for the ride, Dad.